How can I still feel this?
I no were not together, I no were just friends, I no what you want and don’t want and I no its not me! I don’t understand why you don’t want me anymore it’s a mystery and it hurts!!
Its been weeks since Ive spoke to you, and months since ive seen you and u sed I wudnt be in pain if I didn’t see you and you sed id move on if I didn’t talk to you so much!
Its not worked its back fired, I miss your face 10 times more I miss your voice and ur jokes and I cant help but be in pain! Why did you lie to me I cant believe you can do this to me after all the love I gave to you and still do I cant stop loving you n I cant stop thinking bout u ! your on my mind more that ever and before I thought of you at nite but now I think of you all day everyday and It hurts!
I hate that I love you still, I hate that you can do this to me without even being bothered, I cant believe that I can love you this much n get nothing in return why is that! Why do u treat me this way? How can you say you love me n miss me yet not want me and I hate it plz let me now! Love loza xxxxxxxxxx ps date 10th july 2005 2;15am
